Let’s get a few things clear
Streamed live on Feb 8, 2020
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f485itzoRvk

Paige is at Shanna or Shauna hello
welcome
hey girl blue penny welcome welcome
hello Bridget
hey Kelly Shauna okay great
hello Julie Donna Deniz Suzanne Amanda
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deep state shall beat NZ's Sarah Oh
getting them in here welcome well
because they're having a wonderful start
you guys of Saturday I know I was
hahahaha and I'm going to well we've had
a few things to talk about
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thank you thank you
yes I was sitting here I haven't even
had my breakfast yet I like on my water
I don't have nothing on my face I am red
because I'm a little I'm a little worked
up right now
hey Deborah welcome but no I don't
really I tend to take off so I can talk
I technically don't wear makeup usually
hey angel Sammy just an FYI I don't know
if I'm gonna have any mods in here
what's the time in u.s. I Shelby what
are you okay you guys so I'm just gonna
get this started really quick because I
really need to get this off my chest
I started out welcome Sharon I started
out making a videos this morning over
something that I just ran into this
morning and I figured you know what I
think it's more something that I need to
address on the life not because I'm
gonna go and delete it but I just think
it's better to be able to get this off
my chest and explain things in a
different higher
you think it's selfish that's fine
anyways so I really quit I'm just
telling you guys no I'm not going to
look at the chat for just right now so I
really want to get this off my chest and
then I'll talk to you guys
oh there Jodi hello Jodi thank you I
know I didn't get a chance to tell you I
was going to live but I'm glad I have
one of my mom's here
so anyways okay this morning I was on
and Jodi you know what to do take care
of them girlfriend okay so I was on
YouTube
and I ran across it was a recommendation
I don't even I've never heard of this
channel before it's DC media girl I've
never heard of her never seen her before
and she made a video about me and well
the video she made about me she has a
picture of a FBI police I think or
something like that for the thumbnail I
know that's kind of interesting but you
know although in I'm gonna check it out
so I did she has so many things of my
information backwards and wrong first of
all when you are talking about a minor
you've got to be really really careful
really careful because you don't know
what you're gonna do to that child when
I brought up about his adoption
I said adoption and not legal
guardianship because when I read his
book to him it was about a little bear
that came into a family and they adopted
him so that is how we have always said
it so that he understood it he
understood adoption he didn't understand
legal anything legal guardianship or
anything so we have always called it
adoption it doesn't matter if it's legal
adoption if it's legal guardianship if
it it doesn't matter what it is it's
whatever we we me and my husband want to
put it out there as but to sit there and
say that my son's here illegally and
that ice can come and get my son and
take him and I don't know where you
think they're gonna you know take him to
but he is here legally he's here with a
passport he is here with his i-94 he is
here 100% 100% legally there's nothing
illegal about what my son is Airport you
brought up well I don't know who brought
him over why do you need to know who
brought my son over what is it about
what what is it to you anyways have
anything to do with my son all I did was
share my son's adoption story and then I
chose to take my adoption story down and
you you personally said you went into
Kiwi barns and searched the video up so
you're nasty you're straight nasty
because you went into Kiwi farms to pick
up a video and then you posted the video
on your channel so be waiting because I
already got in touch with YouTube but
you posted a video about me on my son
and you're talking about a minor so be
waiting because YouTube's gonna have
YouTube will remove it just so you know
because it's about a minor but you went
into Kiwi farms and took a video and
reposted it back up why and then turn
around and after you post that video
then you come back and you say you need
to make the correction oh because my
son's from Micronesia oh shoot I just
made a whole video talking about you
know ami illegally black marketed a
child from from I don't know where you
were think
he came from but your city are talking
about how oh my god my son came from
this god-awful place - oh he's from
Micronesia so it's all okay so you are
willing to make one video to make you
don't care what that one first video is
gonna make me look like but you're gonna
come back on because you know the next
day or whenever you came back on and sit
there and say oh I'm sorry I you know
it's okay it's it's illegal it's legal
no you can't do that you don't throw
somebody under the bus and not have all
the information correct I don't have all
the information out there like I said my
husband and I have chosen to use the
word adoption because that is how he
understands it that is how my two
younger children understand it they
understand it as that we don't go into
legal paperwork and all that good stuff
they don't need to know all of that
so as I'm speaking about it and whenever
I talk about it to anybody
it is adoption and that's exactly how it
should be taken from anybody when I say
that it shouldn't be cut and Soudan and
dissected to see if I said the right
word or not but if you're going to say
something about me and my family
I just asked that you have your facts
straight because you can stir something
up so bad you can get you can have
something happen to our family and start
something that is not even needed by oh
well you know ice can come in and ice
you know and if you don't know what Isis
Isis for immigration I don't know maybe
some of you guys don't know because
you're not from the US Isis from
immigration so we I can post it that's
the thing is I can't post it I should be
able to post it but I should be able to
post it and keep
it has what it was it was a beautiful
story that I put out there but then when
someone like her has to come and be a
beaver and chomp at the story and make
it look like an make it look like she
talked at it and made it look ugly well
yeah and she made those story then look
about herself it had nothing to I did
she have to have all my videos that I
have put on about myself why did she
have to pick out that one tell me why
did she have to pick out that one video
why did she have to say that one about
the adoption because she's along with
the Kiwi farms and I'm sure she's one of
them on there and just so y'all know I
haven't been on Kiwi farm for quite some
time so I don't know what's been said
but it's just funny she said that she
got that video from Kiwi farms but
anyways that she was using the videos
earth code that she I just lost my train
of thought now I know I forgot what I
was just saying because I started
ringing someone's message so anyways
back to what I was saying so is getting
off topic I will continue to make my
channel be what I want it to be I came
on here from the very beginning to share
my story from the beginning to wherever
it takes me
I have shared with you guys my trials
I've shared with you guys some of my
achievements I haven't gotten many of
them but I have gotten some I showed you
guys my Hinds and I've also showed you a
lot of my hellos
and right now I'm working really hard on
himself but it's really hard when you
get on and you see something like this
and you hear a woman that's what in her
fifties sixties that should be drinking
tea and going to boutiques with her
friends sitting on YouTube talking about
children and seeing that why are you
gossip because do I need to show you I
have a sword see a sore right there so I
have to keep my glasses up because it
hurts
well no not everybody cares about what
happened to my son but you know what I
do I do I care and that's what matters I
care so I should be able to in again
this is my channel if I want to address
it I'm gonna address it
I have not addressed anything on my
channel for a very long time but this
one this one made me angry because this
is something that has to indirectly do
with my son and he doesn't he doesn't
deserve to have somebody to take his
beautiful story and rip it apart and
make it look like he's here illegally
and that he's gonna be taken from
immigration but then turn around and
change the story all around that he's
not here illegally but that he can't get
help from federal I don't know what
you're talking about okay yeah he he
cannot get food stamps congratulations
he's never needed food stamps he doesn't
mean the state medical congratulations
I've never needed the medical from him
his father has given him his medical
from his employer so I don't know what
else he would need from federal that
you're still worried about but that's
the only thing you said
so anyways I just coming on here to tell
her again that lady is DC media girl
welcome to my channel if you're gonna
watch my videos and you're gonna pick
apart what they are go for it but if
you're gonna do it do it correct if
you're gonna do it get your facts
straight before you come on a video and
make yourself look like a fool and do
things and say things that could
possibly start trouble for somebody that
it doesn't need to start I have nothing
to hide if I did something illegal and I
black marketed my son do you think I
would be that stupid to go and put my
son on the video do you think that I
would go and put myself on YouTube we're
internationally people are seeing me all
the way to Europe through Europe through
do you think that I would be that dumb I
mean if I really was that stupid do you
think that I would go and put everything
out there No
so clearly you're not even using your
brain because if I did something illegal
you would think I would have kept it on
the down-low
so anyways she didn't say that yes she
did fabulous go back and watch her video
I am NOT a liar I am sick and tired of
people calling me a pathological liar I
never lied she said never mind I'm not
anything to go there I don't need to why
won't you officially adopt job because
I'm I'm not speaking about that I'm not
talking about where we are in the
process it's not something I feel
comfortable talking about you know there
are things like I said there are things
that I choose to stay back you know an
hour that's one of the things that I
choose to to not share everything is
Jeremiah her husband's son
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my husband has raised Jeremiah since he
was two now but I was married before and
that's my ex-husband is the one that
adopted him with me or legally and you
know guardianship yeah you know what I
have now recently recently since my
videos are being taken and put up on QE
farms I did go back and put some in
private because they're ones that I just
don't feel like I want being seen on tv'
farms and so I just sent them to private
so that way I don't have to deal with
anybody taking them so so I just went
ahead and sent him to private in that
way then you know it's not that I mind
anybody do we like I said I don't care
you want to do a reaction on me go for
it
please leave my kids alone I have not
been putting my kids on camera at all
my kids have 100% been off-camera for
the last almost two months I want to say
my kids have not been on camera and I
would love for people didn't please
please stop putting my kids on the
camera or mentioning them on your eyes
as videos because I really don't want my
kids that we mentioned at all
you know another thing is I hear you
guys well what I say you guys I'm just
talking about the reaction channels you
please don't say think I'm talking about
all of you
irate no it wasn't no it wasn't my kids
have not been on video for quite a while
go back if you can you know at my beach
you are Bri
but another thing is is I see a lot of
people freaked out about my the way eyes
the way I speak and there are people
with different accents everywhere I have
family that have southern accents I have
family okay I'll give you a minute I
have family that have well my husband
has an accent my ex-husband has an
accent
I have families with accents everywhere
and hold on just a minute
um anyways but you know the way that I
speak it's just the way that I speak you
know and I think it's so funny how it
just rubs people the wrong way if I say
something wrong so now it's a joke in my
house between me and my husband when I
say breakfast is then I stop and I'm
like breakfast
people are worried about things that you
should be worried about well you know
what here's the thing I'll be 39 years
old this comes this year I have survived
for 39 years I have an 11 almost 12 year
old I have a five-year-old that just
turned five yesterday and I have almost
four-year-old in three weeks I must be
doing something right because we're all
surviving okay son kiss and that's fine
that is fine you know what the thing is
is that maybe look at it this way first
and foremost I didn't have the proper
education like most of you guys probably
did I didn't go to school like most of
you guys did I taught myself a lot of
what i RT but I know now I taught myself
not saying anything bad about the
raising up that I had but I am saying
that I taught myself so I'm doing the
best I can we can tell that you didn't
build a school can somebody take this
IRA out Alex or whatever out I just I
don't find dealing with him i if you're
gonna be even disrespectfully rude like
that I you know what I'm not being rude
to you I don't mind if you want to talk
but you don't have to Southern be
downright rude but anyways I didn't have
Pete why didn't I go to school because
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how can I say this without burning up I
did not have adult supervision to send
me there if that that's the only way I
can say it was being as respectful as
possible I was I wasn't sent to school
because it's obvious by the
so long he doesn't want everyone that
keeps going up when did I ever when did
I ever claim to be on food stamps and
state medical when have I ever said that
that is straight live from the pit of
hell I have never ever ever said that I
have been on food stamps never oh my god
see this is exactly it this is it this
is what happens is people start saying
crap and then some of you guys all
follow along and you all believe each
other so then in return then you guys
come back to me and say hmm it's public
information oh okay
you watched me all right so where are
you at right now it's just ridiculous
you guys are first and foremost that's
not public information that you would
know if I was getting help or not but
that's first and foremost you could
never find out if I was on food stamps
or not because that's something that
they can't disclose
around when you were begging for money
and then returning it
well here's the thing if this public
record go ahead and go and get it make a
video and show me it and that way you
can show everybody that I have food
stamps and medicals
that will clear it up Alex I'm not about
drama but you know sometimes it takes
that me to have to clear something up
especially when it comes to my children
that I will clear up especially when I
this is something that has to do with
something very big and someone saying
that I got my child from me that I that
I could have gotten my child from black
market okay first and foremost even even
if 30 years from now he needs food
stamps do you know he still wouldn't be
able to do it if he was just an Islander
over
anyways if he came from the islands just
to come over in the first place
the United States is we have their part
of our territory we are allowed to have
them come over without having to have a
beef burger but though basically they're
not allowed to have any federal help no
matter what at this point I don't want
to speak on where we are in our process
with paperwork with him
I have learned over the time over the
past few months that sometimes it's good
to keep things private some things I had
to learn the hard way lately that I
share too much on my channel I have
always been a very honest person and
with seeing that I have always been
transparent when I come out to you guys
and I share stories or I share things
that happened to me as a child or I
share things that have happened about
Shanna king or Shana can you message or
say something hold on I'm trying to find
sauna when okay that's all I'm gonna mod
for right now I'm not talking about his
office issues what I'm seeing is is when
I came on to share everything of my
journey I have always been very
transparent and I never held anything
back and I see now that it's really
biting me because now I want I know that
I want a certain thing in my life and
I'm not getting it
and that is I want people to see me in a
different way I want people to like me
and I now I'm sitting I question myself
why do people hate me nobody hated me
until that whole money Fiasco thing
happened and nobody called me a liar
until that money Fiasco happened and I
have begged people to believe me
I have done everything I could do for
people to just say okay we understand
Amy okay okay okay because I've always
wanted the validation that you guys
believe me and I'm never gonna new needs
are I'm never gonna get that and I
understand that but as I've restarted my
weight-loss journey and I am taking it
more seriously now I am working so hard
at people to stand behind me and trust
that I'm doing the right things
throughout the day but again I'm not I'm
not getting that support that I have at
the very beginning of my channel but I'm
seeing people like what I seen this
morning of people making up lies and
putting them out there about me and my
family and it hurts and that's why I
felt the need to come on and say hey you
know what this isn't fair you know I
don't go on how do I slow MOG hold on
our slow mode
does anybody know how to do that I don't
know
I'm sorry guys I don't know if people
come on they're just it's fine
hold on you guys I need to go get a
yogurt really put for one my kiddo
okay sorry anyways I guess my point here
this morning coming on this slide is
just basically to say to the reaction
channels I don't care if you react to me
I really don't you want to tear me apart
tear me apart say what you may but
please please I am begging you please
keep my kids out of it please
they did not ask to be a part of this
and I am NOT putting them a part of it
no more and I just don't want them to be
still blasted across YouTube if they can
help it
I don't care what you guys do to me I
always put myself out there you know so
I know that I am looking to possibly be
a target and that's okay but they did
not and I don't want them to be that so
I'm just asking please be more careful
when you are actually thank you for
bringing that up I am actually going
through and I'm going to work on getting
those out if I can't take them down what
I'm going to do is I am going to go in
and edit just spin took me a little
while but I am working on going figuring
out how I can download and edit to where
I can block the kids out there is a way
I can do that by just putting something
over it but I I don't know exactly how
but I am going to be sending them all to
private until I can get that figured out
thank you for bringing that up set
well I don't want to delete the video
because I love having my videos but I
can block them out there's I don't think
that that's a problem but I will put
them to private and I don't see why I
wouldn't put them to private and then do
it I mean the thing is is that I I just
don't want for people to look at me as a
joke and if that if I can do whatever I
can do for people to think of me and not
think of me as a joke when they think of
me then I will do it because I want
people to take me serious and like I
said at the very beginning of all of
this you're digging yourself a hole very
very fast I'm not oh yes to address the
toilet oh my god
to address the toilet in my car you guys
now come on
first of all the toilet is out of my
vehicle okay it is out it is no longer
in there yes I had a toilet I am sorry
that y'all we're gonna have a fit over
that that's a toilet but you guys I have
issues with public restrooms I don't
like public restrooms for myself so so
because I have issues with public
restrooms hey Amy
I put a potty chair a clean potty chair
with white bees and you know all of the
good stuff in the back and that way they
can go to
bathroom if they needed to we clean them
up we you you know we sanitize we keep
it all up and then that way we can go on
with our date also during that time I
was potty training so it was also very
easy for me to use it at that time as
well I could just pull over
are you guys there I don't know I hope
it didn't mess it up someone follow my
phone anyway so I just would put that in
the back so that way I had it there for
times when I needed it
I'm not gonna state the hooker event
with my vehicle right now let's just say
I've changed things with my car when
hundreds of people all say the same
thing and point out the same stuff maybe
just maybe we aren't wrong
what is it our girl
you
you
sorry you guys I'm so sorry
hey he's gonna be coming out here in a
second okay did I tell my daughter on
camera I did I did I did not invasive
are we God anyways um okay I love you
have fun keep your phone on keep the
volume up call me before you come home
love you too
make sure the garage door is closed
in my my mute
oh hey anyways yes I did fill my
daughter on the toilet she had a towel
wrapped around her so it's not like you
could see anything and it was it was
probably a stupid stupid move it
probably was some man shouldn't have
done again that's when I very first
started up my youtube channel was pretty
close to that area when I was really
sharing too much on YouTube before I
started really learning what was too
much and what was not enough and that
was something that was too much and
honestly that is one video I do need to
go and take down it wasn't like I would
literally be videoing her just sitting
on the toilet like I had it a towel like
totally wrapped around early no buddy
see anything was going on I don't know I
don't know I don't know what I I don't
know honest to god I don't know where I
went wrong that people actually hate me
I don't know I don't know because I was
asked to go on a weight loss channel or
a weight loss challenge and I accepted
and I had one little change which was
because some of my subs said not to give
the money away to keep the money so I
did that and then I was told that I
wasn't being I wasn't doing the
challenge correctly so I was like
alright but then people started just
piling in talking negative about me I
thought alright and yeah I don't know I
don't know why people don't I mean I'm
still on my journey I'm still losing at
least I'm trying do you still have your
kidney
yeah I saw him making me where you upset
with Jim for dropping
was I in my mouth at gin dropped me no
no I mean I wish her well you know I
mean it is what it is I I don't know
we do realize I'm just answering a few
questions you guys can ask me a few
questions before I get off I'm I've
heard of Charlie gold I don't really
know like a lot about her I haven't I
think I've watched one of her videos but
I really don't know a lot I will I just
I will eventually just right now it's
very hard to wear the ones that wrap
because like I showed you guys before I
have I have a double chin and it slides
off so if I'm talking that's just gonna
end up going like I showed you guys
before and I'm gonna end up like a ninja
girls so why am I gonna wear it like
this oh my god grellus okay you gotta
wear a bonnet under hey Erica well you
all telling Charlie to wait in like
anyone to see me Amy faces him about her
weight I don't know I really don't think
your fertility doctor was fat phobic
like you said in your video is getting
comments from that so is a dangerous
thing
didn't tell me didn't tell my son he
just celebrated his first birthday
yesterday so
why don't you just go ahead and loosely
instead of talking about it
good question I am I am losing weight
every day's a new day and new challenges
but I will definitely say I'm trying my
hardest every single day to reach my
goals there's no better than a LR or in
your gym who black holding does no
favors for Amy hey mate Carly both
hasn't done away in months yet
oh I don't like I said I don't really
know who she is I I think I've heard of
her name before but I don't really know
like I've never watched her channel I
think I've meant I've heard her I've
heard of her through that actually when
is the last time Charlie gold weighed in
anybody I think she was in there just a
little bit ago Chantal has a crush on
her I don't see Charlie acting like she
is it's nobody's business what Charlie
does or doesn't do she is a promising
winner and she doesn't have to justify
herself to you all right you want to say
I know you asked me I would you guys but
honest to god he's under the bed I come
out and I I cannot crawl under the bed
and Jeremiah just left so if he was here
I would have him get him for me I'm
sorry but I can't
I will try and do a live though when
Maya is home and I will have him visit
Sebastian will come out for Maya but he
will not come out for me but he's like
totally comes out for Derek the rap has
got to be annoying
I don't know why people well that's just
it is I don't know why I don't know why
everybody just can't like everybody like
why does it have to be well you want
like this person or you have to like
this person you can't just like
everybody when you start your channel
did you wear out yes I did
I've been wearing wailing I've been
wearing my hijab
for these seven years one to seven years
who else is recording this oh my god why
wait why the hell are people talking so
how can he support you when he's under
the bed that's where his little Hut
thing is I let him do what he wants I
don't force him I don't force him to be
out like if he wants to be the bed is
like his den he pulls everything under
the bed and that is his area work he
lays he sleeps there all day long just
casually eating dinner watching this
candy no just only what I'm feeling on
filming and why I leave the house right
will you look into oil also a good
question Jennifer I told my husband that
I am giving myself three months in three
months I have to lose 30 pounds if I do
not succeed Lee successfully if I don't
successfully lose 30 pounds in three
months then I'm gonna proceed with we
also do yes do you know how to cook
Egyptian food I am learning I've been
making some time please pick up your
volume goes up and down Oh does it I'm
sorry
mine is well book it now wrong no I have
faith that I can do it yeah I'm not
gonna lose faith in myself so you'll
have to lose weight before you right
Amanda
exactly yes I do I would never go to no
garden sorry
ami will take the wings off Redemption
route plane she will leave late than
never do I mean and that's just it is if
you and me I don't know I don't oh okay
30 at your size in three months that's
nothing are you covering the mic lady
is that better I'm not sure tell me if
it's better you have to lose before
weight loss surgery is not a quick fix -
yes I am well aware I have my whole
family's had weight loss surgery in fact
that is what has made me not want to get
weight loss as a science teen what it
Erica yes when I Gregg to myself but
that's why I really hesitantly said I
didn't want to get it because I kinda
knew what goes into it and I see what
has happened to some people in my family
so that has what has made me not want to
do it but yeah but he's in Texas and I'm
an organ so how would that work why did
you just use a way in from your - hmm
dude I'm I'm gonna go there God is so
stupid that you would even say that Amy
would you ever Thank You Holy Spirit I
appreciate it
how was that work many people upload
their lives
well that's other people but other
people may not have kids I do I got - I
have one that's gonna be starting
kindergarten this coming fall I have one
going into middle school and how am I
supposed to uproot them that would be so
selfish of me and that would be so
selfish of me to rip my kids out of
schools and be like what we're moving to
Texas because mom is a fatty and you
guys have to move along with you no no
I'll do what I need to do I know I can
do it I know I can do it are you going
are you voting
why does everyone hate her because why
doesn't people not him that's what this
world is all about is have you thought
about doing that's kind of what I'm
doing but I kill thank you for stopping
by I'm glad I was able to get that first
it out so yeah you know a lot of people
don't hate me I just wish that the
people that you know pass negative
comments across the internet and once
that start lies like what that one
person just said why did you use a way
in from 2018 which is the again a
complete lie if people would just stop
doing that we would be in a better place
but people don't know how to but but I'm
and I'm just gonna say this
I don't normally see free people up that
don't belong to my channel but I'm gonna
say this you guys oh yes Jodi thank you
for bringing that up because I did have
a few people say about the thousand
pound sister thing yes they did not end
up using my they did not end up using my
scene that I was in with Tammy we don't
know why which it kind of hurts both of
us because I had to be up at 5:30 in the
morning to do my makeup have everything
done have my lighting setup and
everything and be ready at 6 o'clock to
be on the video chat and they ended up
not using my scene so yes I did I did do
it but they didn't play it so that kind
of sucked life I Jin had a big
I haven't heard from her I text her well
have text her a few times I haven't
gotten any responses so I don't know
last thing I heard on her YouTube or her
Facebook was a she was dead
but I don't know again I don't I haven't
heard from her personally I haven't
talked or why did you I didn't walk you
it's any block Mike or did somebody
block is Zach unblock him I don't I just
um okay unblock him unblock you know
that's and the only okay Mahdi's mods
man Rhonda's the only ones that I really
want to be blocked are ones that are
like
the only ones that I want blocked are
the ones that are just you know being
down down right just rude but I know
Zacks not rude and I don't did somebody
block charlie - I don't know if somebody
can like this person whoever is doing
all these letters and all that you can
block them because that's just spam
somebody that's spamming you can do that
I never said I hate on Zak and Mike
Michael don't just because you're gonna
use that because of my religion that I
would because of their sexual
orientation and that's not true because
I accept everybody everybody there is
not one that I don't it doesn't matter
if I if I worry Alex was or wasn't
that's not up my sexual orientation
someone up in the comments just said why
do you hate hey ash okay did somebody
unblock him thank you
Thank You manager thank you
well I'm trying to figure out what you
guys are all doing oh hey I'm not going
to pay attention you guys try and
unblock whoever it is that you guys
blocked I am 38 I will be 39 in August
oh if you guys blocked Yaba just unblock
her like I said just the only ones I
want blocked are the spammers that's it
that's all I want walked I could care
less if somebody says that my nose looks
green and my lips look blue I really
don't care that's not to me that's not I
don't care if they say that type of
stuff it's just more or less just the
spamming I can't stand the spamming what
did you do with your car Amy child abuse
comments okay no no if there's any
comments about child abuse they're gone
keep on going you'll get there and I'm
sure trying that's that's the whole
thing is where I'm trying I wake up
every day and I'm trying I give it my
all and honestly I will say that I'm
doing really well I I'm feeling really
good you know and when I go to bed at
night I just feel really good
so hey yeah welcome I didn't see you
earlier sorry if you were in here I
didn't see you but I just feel like I'm
I feel like I'm in a better head space
right now and I feel like I'm giving it
my all whereas even a couple months ago
I knew I wanted it and I knew what I
needed to do but I just couldn't give it
to myself like I I would wake up every
day and know
I would wake up every day and I would
know what I wanted to do but it was
almost like I could not seem to get
myself to push away the things that I
could not eat but now like yesterday I
went to the store and I was just I was
able to go in and just do what I needed
to do at the store and get out
would you ever fill my house for um no I
don't think so
ah you guys are pretty much what do you
think about Chantal and her roses
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well roaches are just nasty
they're just plain out nasty I'm not
seeing that to be negative or mean to
Chantel because I do know that sometimes
people live in a living in apartment if
the person above you has roaches they
can come through to your apartment by
the Vince because I have a friend that
had that happen one time but for me no
no my house would be burnt down
I can't nope nada not gonna happen he
watch videos about you and what are your
thoughts actually you know what I was
watching videos about me I watched the
videos that you made I felt like you
were fair I felt like you were fair with
what you were saying Alex I don't feel
like you said anything that was really
you know like off of what I don't feel
like you were off from what you were
supposed like what you were saying
wasn't off too far from how I felt sorry
so yeah I've watched yours there's
another lady I can't think of her name
right now that I just cannot stand
watching no no probably not
just because I don't want to get too
many that I can't give them enough
attention that they need and honestly
Sebastian is such a baby that I I
honestly wouldn't I don't think he would
like it to be honest
Amy don't answer questions about other
so no I probably wouldn't but I but I do
know that I have a family member that
actually is getting one and so I could
take him over and let them play and see
how he does I mean maybe if he really
likes having a friend then I could think
about it but I I don't know I really I
mean he's doing so well that I don't
know if I would want to throw that on
him so do you have a box I don't I don't
I just I don't I don't have one because
I just don't really have I don't really
need it well here I have a question for
you guys okay because who was somebody
just made a video oh it was willow
I think willow willow Davis I think
something like that I didn't even see
his channel before but I did see it just
the other day again I didn't think his
channel was anything bad at all about
like my video but I have a question for
you guys okay
Zac this is directed towards you as well
because you're the one asking this
question keine
okay you guys say that Sebastian that I
that I'm a bad person because I have
Sebastian in a home domesticated that
when he should be out in the wild okay
what is the difference between somebody
that has pet snakes pet Tran chile's pet
cats pet dogs they all started out at
one time animals in the wild so what
what has changed
no no but however you have made comments
about me having Sebastian
it should be he he eat his eating time
is at night time
but my question really is is how can you
justify somebody that owns snakes Tran
chile's rats gerbils cats dogs fish any
animal birds how can you justify any of
that they all once were wild animals so
how can you justify that you have them
in your home
and honestly
and honestly Sebastien is to have cheese
thank you and the cheese he ate Zach are
not Zach sorry Alex was not processed
cheese it was actually real cheddar
cheese from Tillamook and yeah see the
perfect you just made the the comment
right there Kraft singles that is not a
craft single where it's does whatever
kind of plasticky looking kind no I have
real cheese he does not eat chicken
nuggets no more he does not eat hotdogs
no more he's off of all that he strictly
eats what he's supposed to eat he's on a
bug I don't know
nasty diet and he's very very very picky
maybe it was somebody else ACK I
apologize I apologize 100% maybe it
wasn't you maybe it was somebody else
I thought it was you that made the
comment about having a skunk as a pet
when they belong outside I mean I have
been told that quite a few times so by
our mods banning everyone just no one
should be getting banned ok I apologize
that I do apologize I thought that was
you maybe it was somebody else I said I
am sorry for who I supposed to do throw
a meatball thanks are not animals to eat
ok you guys I said I am sorry
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yellow what did you ask I didn't I'm
sorry I didn't see your comment I'm
sorry for my boy I didn't say you were
bullying I was just I I'm sorry like I
said I have had that comment made many
times so maybe it wasn't you I know I've
heard of it thoughts on Chantel and
Kiki's breakup oh I didn't know that
they broke up when did they break up oh
hey you guys stop Amy as someone who
used to wait I didn't know that they had
broke up I ain't him not hatin follow
that can we unblock irate Alex Lee who
can the mods unblock them I don't know
how to go in and block them
mods are bending and timing out y'all I
like all music really none like any
particular oh yeah no mouse toes yeah
you're right the ones that have like any
type of bad words are gone and anything
with any oh god what is that called
talking about child whatever has anybody
heard from okay for whoever is irate
Alex I will have to go in I think
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you
you
Oh
you hear me
how weird I wonder why okay I'm gonna
put some fries in from for the kids hold
on just a minute you guys can talk
amongst each other
all right
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oh wait a minute what Annie listen to
Chikara transformation she knows you
well you said you don't block why is
your mother blocked you need to be
institutionalized
you're not even and touch with reality
why did I get banned
because my mom is dead so that's why
she's blocked because according to her I
was dead to her so she's dead to me and
that will be what that is
what
just new people I just meal people don't
want touched it I was making food for
the kids how's your weight lost boy
it's going ha ha
Oh anyways you guys well you know I I
came on I said what I wanted what I
needed and this life was not a bad idea
people can make it be what it is what it
was what if they want to you know what
it is what it is I said what I did what
I said what I wanted to say
you guys can say as you want show us
what's in the bag all my pills you lied
to us about your mom's death
no one believes you in their search once
all talks it about you
you're not blocked Zach I see you
anyways I hope you guys enjoyed I am
going to probably come live again not
today but I'll come again live another
day
mods my mods my lovely mods if you guys
have a way of emailing me can you do
that so I can talk to you guys
anyways I hope you guys have a wonderful
day
and enjoy yourselves and I am going to
go finish up making the kiddos some
lunch
and then I need to actually get my
workout done because I have some things
I need to go run and do I love each and
every one of you